..this gorgeous VOLCOM pullover sweatshirt is, terribly..gorgeous..
im simply addicted to these beautiful things.
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blooooooooody hell. i havent felt my leg hurts this bad ever before.
i swear. ive been working since fri,sat,sun just to earn money and i promise, i wont complain.
so i wont.
but seriously, after getting the hard earn money, ive become abit...thrifty.
sooner or later, you'll be seeing me as a scrooge. lol.
i need more money. seriously. i need to buy more clothes for school reopen. and i dont even know, why my clothes has been disappearing man. wtf?
i really need to go shopping.
ASAP.
sadly, im working on hari raya day week. even ive said i want to give it a rest. but seriously, i dont think im good enough to celebrate Syawal that fullfillingly. i mean, i didn fast my way fully in a month. and its just so sad. but no worries, Hari Raya can be celebrated for a month. :) soooo, ive yet to enjoy. mommy is fine with me working too. :)
and hafidz is allow to book out this saturday. he's been msging me when he's in camp........................
right. and im not sure what to do. fatin says to frget him and get on with life. same as haidah, cause she knows i like someone else. and even nazri said the same thing. if i ask aqil and yad, they'll give me the same ans, but for sab, shes a carefree person, she dont mind if im getting to anyone i want. so what now? i even told my mom and she said, just reply his msgs, its no harm being nice to people, just that..please dont get so into him.
honestly.
WOW. this is not what i want. hafidz is hafidz. he will always be my hafidz hanafi.
that wont change. what am i suppose to answer him? he's waiting.....
ok shit,
im confuse. so lets stop there.
i really feel sad right now, really i do..because,
i didnt get to buy hari raye clothes this year. which i did every other year.
my cousin didnt even buy for so many years, and he dont mind at all wearing it every year with the same clothes.
sabrina even said she wanted to buy for me one as a present but i rejected that idea. come on, its really embarassing for someone to buy it for me. right?
shit, i feel so freaking sad. thats why i worked during the hari raya week. :(
oh well. guess, i have to wear the baju that i had last year, last last year and the last last last year then. :]
ziyad the buddy once said this to me, "aluh Ji, takpe luh. kau macam tak pernah hidop susah jek?"
which make sense. totally.
and now, IM PISSED. my stupid SL, the gay one. is forcing everyone to turn up for band today. wtf? i did closing yesterday night which ends at 2am in the morning. and he msg me in about 3.44am saying that:
"HEY GUYS DO REMEMBER THERE IS BAND LATER. IM CLUBBING NOW BUT IM STILL GOING LATER SO NO REASON YOU SHOULDNT BE THERE :)"
what the fuck is this fucking faggot is talking about sia!? WHO IN THE FUCK ASKING YOU TO GO CLUBBING MAN?! AND IS CLUBBING FUCKING TIRING AT THE FIRST PLACE! YOU JUST GOTTA SIT THERE, BUY DRINKS, DANCE YOUR FUCKING DICK OUT AND SNAP PHOTOS!!!! YOU FUCKING FAGGOT SHIT ASS HOLE!!!
i hate when sl get to my nerve damnit. and now, i need to drag myself there. wtf, im going home early, and dont give a fuck cause tmr im working at 7am. YOU FUCKING BULLSHITTERS!
I HATE YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck.
