SERIOUSLY. i got a shock of my life this morning.
plus, i was embarass to the effing core.
plus, it was such a good sight.
equals, THANK GOD, ITS THE BEST FRIDAY, EVER.
well, not really tho.

mommy asked me to wake up this morning to wait her under the block to carry some groceries up. I TOLD YOU, i wont ever wake up early when im off. told cha! and i did actually waited for her. grab my specs, grab my hair band and im down the block.
i was ugly as shit when i wake up every morning.
i didnt even look in the mirror.
so i waited for mommy. she wasnt under the block. i didn call her since i left my fone at home, so i waited. then i saw her.......without her groceries plastics but instead.......a bunch of flowers........only. and then she was walking with this lanky looking man (serious shit!)
then i thought. nahhh. its cant be. i rubbed my eyes, thinking i was still sleeping or worse, SLEEP WALKING. and then again, i squeeze my eyes to have a clearer view.
OMFG. OMFG. IT WAS FARID WHO WAS WALKING WITH MY MOMMY CARRYING THOSE GROCERIES!!! OMFG!!!
seriously, it was the embarassing moment of life when farid get to see the UGLY SIDE OF QARIANA WHEN SHE WOKE UP. omg. i still wont forget that moment. till this late. OMG!!!
it was pure. embarassing.
but thanks mohd farid bin mohd amri for helping my mommy carrying those stuff! appreciates alot and my mommy was telling me, youre appearance was a miracle to her tiredness. (i knw its my fault for leaving her go market alone) thank you farid! and sorry for being so cold towards you a few days back (:

ok. back serious stuff, i cant log in to my results today. which was sick. surprisingly, many of my guy friends was concern about my results and keep on asking me how well did i beat. ryan haikal, nic, shao wei and of coz, the first person to msg me in the morning was luthafiz. oh well. i dont wish to elaborate.

just now, terawih was the best. we all buke sup tulang. which was awesome, kena scolding alot. sembayang just know also tak khusyuk, dont why but when i heard the Ustaz saying the prayers with his melting voice, omg. im telling cha, i was drifted away, hes voice was so sweet and melodious and so dreamy. omg. i love his voice even tho i cant get to see him. i help to pack the food and serve to the people, it was effing tiring. its like doing a catering for those ppl. i swear it is. haha.
went home about 11.30pm.

YAY! FARID AND ME ARE IN TALKING TERMS NOW! WHEEHEE!

then after reaching home, me and sab trying to find bunge api to play with, but then she said, its gonna be too noisey later so we canceled the idea. then out of boredom, we called out beloved AHMAD! haha, we hang out for awhile, its was about 1am in the morning we lepak under block, go chong pang and come back again, went home finally at about 2am. we smoked, tease each other, I MISS AHMAD SEH! haha. then i get to meet sab's boffie and his car. and we voice out our problems to each other. haha, syok luh seh.

after that, i received a msg from haidah. kan kene marah kan ngn haidah. padan muke qariana, haidah was eventually, not really scolding me, just that she was giving me advice and asking me to wake up and make up my mind. it was really a wake up call to me.
and i need more of that.
sab gave me a wake up call just now. to make up my mind too and beware of karma and asking what the heck am i thinking im doing with my infactuation life. omg. i dont even know whats the answer to that.

so i went home
feeling happy as hell today! :D thanks to sab's advice!
sad as hell due to result.
ok im beat, i need to sleep.

catch you on the fly hommie.

peace out home dawg!