seriously. im like freaking out now. like for real.
i cant believe what just happened.
and i cant believe im waking up to blog this in.
i just CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
omg. omg. this isnt happening to me, again. please.
this what happened. at 2.45am this morning, ive received a phone call.
not one but TWO missed call. cause i dont even bother to answer, and the third time it called again, i got no other choice to shut the person up but to answer it.
at first. i was like.who the hell are you, but i didnt say it out cause it was rude, and i dont want to be rude, so i politely asked who is this, repeatedly. like 5 times i need to repeat that. the voice was so familiar yet, i cant figure out who it was. really. alot of people was running through my mind, and obviously i cant think straight and pick a person with this MALE voice. so i was like..."seriously who is this" with my morning-wake-up-call voice. cause the person at the other end was asking me "seriously tak tahu nie sape? ni I lah. tak kan tak ingat? tahu tak nie sape?"
for god's sake. the moment he mention these few words later that im gonna type, i had the shock of my life.
"you ingat tak dulu org panggil kite shrek and fiona"
i was silent for a couple of secs to gather my thoughts.
i took like exactly one minute to actually think that it WASNT A BAD NOR GOOD dream.
but it did wake me up abruptly.
i was, shocked. and amazed.
usually people would say this to me " kalau die suke kat kau, die akan carik kau lagi"
and, i hopefully this time, to me about him It. Is. Not. True.
i was... i dont know. really. like seriously. the first person i sms was farid. i got no reason why but i did. cause at the other hand, i dont want to tell fatin about this, but by the time she reads my blog, she will know. i dont know why but, i just did.
so, our mr shrek we talking about here was, Elfee.
i cant believe i said that name again and type his name here.
its just like, a dream that i wish it happen IN MY DREAMS but not in REALITY.
so reality strikes, what the hell. he ask me here and there and all about stuff.
he repeatedly asked me do i have a boyfriend since he gone.
asking if im seeing anyone now.
asking me if i missed him and stuff.
asking me ARE WE TOGETHER? cause he cant remember if we did.
he said repeatedly that he was sorry to be MIA-ing for so long.
hmm. let me see, MIA-ing for about 10 months? and im shocked that he did actually remember me still, which makes me think BABY, YOU AMAZED ME. (a song from select start)
i dont know why, but i just wished he would stop calling me now. but before he put down the phone he said, he would call me again tmr.
and i was like, what?..........................................
so in 2 more weeks he would be going for NS. and go CD. and, this is a very hilarious part, well not hilarious but, it is weird. like ME? QARIANA? ARE YOU SURE YOU ASKING THE RIGHT PERSON? LIKE O.M.G?
he asked me, to send him when he was about to go ns.
i was speechless.
OMG. THIS JUST NOT
HAPPENING TO ME.
go public @ 3:59 AM
