this is for sya. i know shes anxious to know more about it. so here it goes dude... enjoy.
so, the last two days had been really weird. now my phone is filled with his msgs, which is effing weird and wrong. omg,its like me and him been replying the msgs non stop. which is like sooo effing weird. (okay, ive said it two times damnnit.) now, the smsing part is nothing. the past last two days too, we give each othe wake up calls. on the last friday, i was so effing tired to the hell core so i really had difficulty in waking up for school. so, i put as my personal msg in my msn for no reasons, like FOR FUN, then he read it and decided to wake me up on friday morning-willingly. without me asking him. HOW WEIRD? haha. so whatever, i take the offer tho. so he did wake me up and i did woke up. end of story.
so the next day was saturday and i need to be at my work place at 7am. and he got his soccer practice at 8am. so he want me to wake him up, since he've already wake me up the day before. so, yeah. whatever, i wake him up. OMG. it was such a-omg. haha. boys sleeps like dead people. seriously, no shit. i give him atleast 28 missed call and he didnt woke up. so on the 29th times, he answered my call and woke up. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. omg. boys..boys..are aliens.
then today, on sunday morning, he ask me to wake him up again cause he got soccer tournament at Kolam Ayer. wherever the place is i dont know. haha. so i was so effing tired this morning that i atleast give him the wake up call. i dont know how many calls i gave cause i was half sleeping while holding the phone next to my ear. haha. but i know, its not as many as 28 missed calls. haha. so once he answered and said "HELLO.." i put down the phone and go back to sleep cause i know, he had already woke up. haha. and he called me again, but i didnt bother to answer it cause im SO EFFING TIRED LIKE HELL. so there it goes.
ive been asking alot of people like, izdihar, fatin, nazri..it wrong to be friends with someone's boyfriend. not just friends but as close friends that you have met within 3 to 4 months. and i ended got a lecture from izdi, telling me not to jump to conclusion that i actually LIKE him cause he is being nice to me. while fatin and naz says, its not wrong and fatin still insist that he likes me thats why. and sya, i know youre reading this too...fishy or fishnet, you still thinks he likes me? BUT THIS IS SO WRONG!
we went to have lunch or dinner together for like 3 times. and he msgs me randomly and jokes about stuff in the sms. msn chat with me. asking me to study with him after school. go for extra lessons with him even if i dont want to. insist me of going to his soccer tournament which i dont want to, and i didn went. help me on my school stuff even if i didn asked help from him. willingly help me in anyway-waking me up, going to a place with me, asking me to take the same route home with him, willingly to spent his after school hours to teach me sch stuff.
isnt it weird? and sya. i haven really break it to him in "SINDEH" him. i call you and i'll explain later. hehe.
so how? im just on the flow and i follow it. but inside me it saying this is so wrong. and people, i know in your heart its wrong too.
okay HERE COMES THE WEIRD PART. lut's friend, who is way cuter and way way way way cuteeeee than anyone else ive ever met. he is so effing cute, like OMG. his name is haikal. but he's real name is ryan haikal. he is weird and i can feel that im jumping to conclusion. i think he likes me. for real. i call him Superstar and he actually wanted to call me hotstuff, but it is irony, seriously. so i told him to call me Honeystar! HAHAHA. cute rright. at first he talks like normally then after afew session chat with him, he start to talk weird. you i you i that kind of thing, but i still stick to my english. hahaha. unlike me and lut, we talk aku kau aku kau, but we are close in a weird way. ahhaa. and yesterday this haikal guy wanted my number, and for god's sake, i gave it to him-just like that. oh hooh. cause i know, he's lut frend and they always go together no matter where, so i trust him and give it to him. oh well, if theres anything wrong, i can always go to lut. :P
theres more, but my hmk online is waiting for me. so need to go off now.
:)
watch me fly high above the sky and to heaven:)
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