this is totally my 24/7 face while staring in the screen of my laptop. haha. this is hilarious isnt it? this is the only time where you can see that i look really bad when im at home. AND EXCUSE ME:IVE BATHED when i took this foto. haha.So im totally bored as you can see my face from this pics.- haidah had already told me her plans of going away. which is weird. cause. idk, i just find it weird, i might need to ask her. i did just now,but end up we webcam and laugh the whole way thru that i forgot to ask her properly. so haidah, who is !@#$% exactly?
- TODAY,im being in a really good mood that i do my autocad assignment 8. which apparently, the teacher had not teach the class yet. but i manage to do it and finish it. WOW. im proud of myself. maybe because due to lut:) teaches me that i have more confidence in doing my autocad! hehe. macam pahammm.
- And today, apparently my mom and dad is not at home, me and my brother watch 4 dvds today, to fill up our boredom. we watched: night at the museum 1, ice age 2, 80 days around the world, pirates of the carribean:the world's end.
- i ate 2 1/2 BOXES OF MCD'S CINNAMON MELTS. o-m-effing-g.
- i literally told elle who i like now. only 3%, no big deal sia. haha. no lah,just stupid feelings of mine, WHO KNOWS THAT DUDE ALREADY HAVE A GF! oh myy. hhaha. crazy me.
- NOW, im excited for school. can imagine that?? Qariana excited for school for the first time. and im excited for Tuesdays and Thursday. haha. crapp.
okay, so now ive read like 3/4 of the HIJAB SANG PENCINTA and i discover this one cool thing. and that is: when you happened to be lost in the jungle, OR maybe you are not.just that,you wanted to go to that place and you know the way it is just that, no matter how many hours it took, you still did not reach the place. maybe, its the spirits or the guardian of the jungle/forest is trying to make you lost and unable you to get out from the place. SO WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?
first, you must know afew lines or ayat ayat suci AL QURAN, that would be greatful. while your reciting the prayers in your heart, grab a handful of dirt/sand and throw it the air. you can see which way the winds blows. after that, pick a leaf from the grass and let it go in the air, you will see, it happened to be blown by the same direction of the wind as the sand does. due to all this, the main reason why you get lost is because, these spirits might be making you confused and go the wrong way. so now, the only way to get out from this situation is, follow the direction that opposes the wind. real wicked huh? how wonderful if our Creator. by giving us brains to use it properly and meaningfully.
seriously, im feeling rather restless and confuse of myself. im just afraid of what i might face sooner or later. i might wanna believe elle's prediction, but i might be afraid that it was all in vain. cause boys are jerks. get that straight. seriously. mommy thinks likewise, she likes someone who have a career and who have a future. thats a part of me, but not totally.i mean,im not ready for such big deal kind of person, i want someone whom can make me laugh out loud without even care people around me,someone i can be comfortable with and someone whom i feel that appearance dont matter and someone who dont always thinks about himself (looks,branded stuff,hair,current fashion),someone who cares, atleast. so thats me.
oh well, lets see me fly high and i hope for the best. :)
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