O-M-EFFING-G.
SERIOUSLY-I THINK ITS NOT 3% AT ALL.
cause seriously yesterday (monday), i was really hoping to see him. really really hoping to see him. i complain to elle about why im not seeing him YET. i was so depressed futher more i was fasting yesterday and my mood was curbside. look at my face above. that was elle point of view i was PALE and my lips was DRY. and she was asking me to call my mom and break my fast, no matter i didnt. i waited till i can really break my fast and wow. the feeling was great. I DID IT.
okay about yesterday, otw home after ive break my fast in Makan Place @ Hungry Jack, i went to the school bustop and waited for bus 61 to Bukit Batok Mrt Station. i was really atleast hoping to see him there-somewhere. and, i think Allah really make wish came true...
and there he was.....
with his ite frend girl. (she ask for my name but i dont even know hers. im so bad!) and i was like so delighted and happy. i was looking up to the sky and said THANK YOU! i was so happy, excited and nervous. which was so weird. WHY AM I NERVOUS. and the best part is that, i feel like puking and coughing. which is my natural symptoms when im nervous. O-M-G. thats why i thought 3% is bullshit,i think its more. and another best part is that, he didnt see me when i was there. i was so direstly infront of his face and he didnt see me, which was so weird! i was there infront of him. i didnt want to say hi first cause it will be like slut + bitchy + asshole = boyfriend stealer.
but atlast, i think he saw me when he got up on to the bus. which was too late,apparently.
okay, whatever. i was so delighted that i msg elle about it.
andddddd, this morning elle told me a great depressing news that makes my paper heart tear. oh well. i bet haidah, syahidah, fatin, and farid will able to guess it.
yeap people. its true. positive man.
morever, sya knows him, haha. thats was the shocking part, cause he use to be in guitar club last time in ITE SEMEI. i bet, if i tell anyone his name, all of them would know.
oh well.
and i was so freaking sad right now, what a bad wake up call. really, make my morning such a BAD day. well, thats only a bad moment, im not gonna make my day thru out bad.
wow, see what i told ya people, ive always trust my gut feelings and its true right?!
see, i hate it when im right.
and i hate it to say "I Told You So"
ohhhhhh nana. what is happening to you. why are you always falling for the wrong man at the wrong time. why is your life so ironic?
and its a NO-WONDER, he's friends was looking at me one kind, maybe they thought that i was trying to be bitchy with him. HEY, i didnt know nothing okay, at first.
TO HAIDAH: I GUESS BABY, WE'RE IN THE SAME BOAT. I NEED TO FORGET HIM AND LIKE YOU SAID, I NEED TO. BUT IN YOURE SITUATION, I THINK ATLEAST YOU CAN TRY SNATCHING HIM AWAY FROM HER. BUT, FOR MY SITUATION, ITS A DEAD COLD END.OMG HAIDAH, WHY ARE WE IN THE SAME BOAT ALL THE TIME? i think we're are really the long lost twins.
TO SYA: dude if your reading this. O-M-EFFING-G... im so depress. thats all i can say.
TO ELLE: beb. like what we've promise and make a deal about. i said, if he do not have, I'LL BE BUYING YOU BUBLETEA. but since he have, IM NOT GONNA TALK TO OTHER BEINGS FOR 3 DAYS. so, im not gonna talk to ppl for 3 days. thats include him, if he talks to me.
TO FARID: yeahh, aku kene carik lebih banyak ikan kat luar. theres alot of goodlooking guys outside there. yeah.....
so freaking ironic man. so freaking ironic. I-R-O-N-I-C.
:(
now,i have to go to school, which happen to be in the same class with him and im in the same group with him.
how awkward would that be seh.
i dont feel like going school today. just because, im gonna see him. :(
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