so, on my birthday, fatin and naz is planning some stuff for me and fatin is excited about it. rright. hmm. scary thing is. im unsure sbout surprises. really. oh well. its my birthday anyway, what the hell. they even got a dress code on that day. which is weird. DRESS CODE: PUNK ROCK. whoohoo. well. ive bought my dress already. HOPEFULLY i get to wear my dress properly this year, cause i dont want any history to repeats itself. in the case like last year, i really brought a dress to go out on my birthday, but in the end..i end up at home for my 17th birthday. so so so... this coming weekend, im excited. and the following week, my gaga gang decided to go escape theme park for fun. wow! thats gerek. hopefully the outing jadi mann. so im on msn and haidah gave me all this blogs of cool girls who are skinny and perfectly perfect. and im so jealous about it. im not gonna elaborate but, i am jealous.so, i wrote in my msn nick saying IM SO JEALOUS RIGHT NOW. and there you have atleast afew people asking me why. one of it of coz, my senior khai. hoho. and the other one is this strange newcomer who add me recently in msn. i dont know his name and we talk about why im feeling jealous about,so i told him. he even offered me to ride with him on a bike so that we can go gym together and workout. which is really weird. ahha. but i tell him no. and he dont mind. haha. IM SICK AND I CANT SWALLOW PILLS CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO AND I HATE IT AND IM REALLY SICK. WOULD ANYONE OUT THERE BE SO KIND TO CARE FOR ME? ANYONE? k, im beat, and im off to bed.

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