today, IS class was like-ok. cause we get to watch the slumdog millionare movie like 18 mins and we need to do much of the pair work and it is irritating cause i dont have any partner. ok, thats was like urgh. so theres no presentation which was like PHEWWW. and we need to get our group start doing the project fast. still i dont even know whats my each of my group mate name-cause i dont really care. so since we need to get into group work, zainal ended up sitting next to me.nothing much tho. he told me what he and kasyful TALKED ABOUT ME.
its really irritating.i felt so angry that i want to beat zainal up, but he is so tough looking that i need to cancel my idea. he and kasyful had been talking bad about me at school. I FEEL SO FREAKING ANGRY MAN. can anyone go and beat them up please. its like, i didn do anything to them and why do they have to talked like that to me?
and you know what kasyful and zainal said about me?
they call me psycho.
WHATTTT THEEEEE FUCCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS SO FUCKING IRRITATING AND FRUSTRATING TO HEAR THAT FROM HIM!
they call me psycho?! fuck lah sia, i feel like crying and half of it, i feel so fucking fucking angry.damn it, if only i have a guy best friend or a boyfriend, i'll ask them to beat these guys up sia. its irritating like fucking heeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!
somebody please help me.
and the other thing that he said about me is that,
they scared of me.
WHAT!??! SO NOW I EAT PEOPLE LUH! SO YOU TELLING ME I EAT HUMAN BEINGS?!
what the fuck they need to be scared of me sia. like as if im gonna eat their heads of when they talked to me. how fucking irritating is that. MOREOVER, IM THE ONLY MALAY GIRL THERE AND THEY TALKED BAD ABOUT ME.HOW EMBARRASSING.! and zainal ask me why the hell i can get so close to the chinese people in my class. I WAS LIKE...WHAT THE HELL?! then you guys arent talking to me, so why should i start the conversation first damnit! and ask me, why i didn talk to any of the malay guys in class.
fuck. this is so not me. anyone who knows me real close,
IM NOT A SOCIALISE PERSON.
thats it.
urgh.
so after the class, i need to meet up with fatin to study afew maths sum with her and she needs to revise her maths. so i need to hurry back to yishun.so since this zainal is about 23 years of age, just ended his 1year 10months NATIONAL SERVICE, so he decided to give me a ride. a ride in his car. so we were arguing where to drop me. so atlast i win, he drop me at Northpoint. and everytime he drives so fast, it almost make me puke my subway cookies that i ate earlier in his car. he drives so fast that i felt that im in a fast and furious movie.thats a sudden nice of him to sent me to yishun.and then i met fatin, ate at her home and touch her cats and we went study about 6.30pm.and then instead of we studying with farid, it end up ANCHING NAZRI is there, fatin's boyfriend. ahaha. he's playing the psp and me and fatin studying. i got my test tmr, so hope i do well tho. so about 9pm i went back home, shower, make milo dinosaur and blogging in and need to study back.
did i do a mistake in my life?
i think i did. yeap, i did. now i feel like crying everytime i think about my past.
those joy moments that i had and those hurtful moments that i had to endure.
so thats about it, oh yeah. plus, justin ytd at work place was such a pain in the ass to look at. in the transport bus, he didnt even let me get in first while he hurried to the van first,HOW NOT-GENTLEMEN HE IS! not only that, he ignore me when im otw out of the van, HOW RUDE! well, serve HIM right then. because i ignore his irritating face everytime in the work place.WANNA BE HIP HOP ASS HOLE. hahha.
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and haidah dear, your old flame and sparks is ermmmm....idk.
what the heck.
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