im so ugly these days at school. horrible oily face-undesirable clothing and OUT OF BED look kind of hair.pity me people!!!!! i dont know what happen to me these days. poly life suppose to be HAPPENING AND LIVELY! but what the hell to me?

damn, i just had the IS commt lessons today..the dreadful 4HOURS OF 1 LESSONS in a day. so we had to present this article that we had already research. my article is about TIME MAGAZINE'S TOP MOST INFLUENTIAL PEOPLE. so i was presenting, and it wasnt my best tho. i got 3/5. which was like fucking average. which i was like..what the hell.serve me right tho, i didnt prepare for it. so i was making jokes which is not funny and the kids just have to bare with me. after that we were told that we have to do this stupid group work thing and it suppose to BE HANDED IN 2 MONTHS TIME. so what the fucking rush dude?!!!!

so since i was the only malay girl everywhere i go, TUTORIAL,LECTURE,PRACTICALS. so, in this tutorial i was the only malay girl UP FOR GRABS. so thanks to the malay guys that they can fool around. so the weird thing that happened is that, i was choosen by this group of malay guys to organise this group that the assignment must be handed up in 2 months time. SO KANCHIONG SIA! so, i am officially in their group now. AND IM THE ONLY GIRL IN THE GROUP. WHICH IS SOOOO FUCKING WEIRD. i dont even care and want to know what their names are. irritating, i mean like, why the rush. and you know what? the best thing is that we're starting the group work NEXT WEEK and the thing must be handed up next 2months, SO WHATS THE RUSH SIAA!!!! like as if i wanna go for the group work meeting.boohoo.

shitheads. i wish i could just scream at those guys face and say FUCK OFF YOU KANCHIONG KIA BASTARDS!

and the awesome part is that, why didnt i reject their idea of having me in the group?

and why did i say "oh, ok lah." at the first place?

AND! why am i stationary and in auto-pilot mode when answering the question?

im so dead. congrats nana. congrats. you lead your life to a shithole.

best.