yippee. im feeling v.v.v. happy for no reasons now.im not sure why.
its just, solution with no reasons.
ahha.
:)
okay. just before i went back home because my shift was gruesomely canceled..i sat with my best buddy ziyad just before he have to go to work. his shift was 9am. huh. lucky him.
got work.
got paid.not like me. urgh.
okok. well, later i have to get back to work at 5pm. dont ask why. i just work.
for the sake of money.
we sat next to the gold bell thing building and talk about alot of old stuff. catching up of cause. about his stories. really really deep stories.
my anger about what happen just now.
i told ziyad about HIM. well. ziyad is the only one who really can tell opinions about GENTS. haah.
i told him about my YELLOW GUY.
yeap. that guy. that boy there. that one. yeap yeap.
but the sad thing is.
he said that me and him. i mean..as a couple..JUST DOESNT SUIT.
like..a weird couple thing. well. this is his opinion. but when i told him i was on shahfiq, he didn say anything. that means he was ok with it,i guess. but when i tell him about this NEW DUDE, whom i really lykee. well. he sort of making fun of me. i dont know what that means sometimes. when i was with hafidz, he said things like,
"orang tu mcm tinggi gala pun kau suke. tak paham uh" but when i broke up with hafidz, those words really felt good. tinggi gala. haah. thats hilarious. ahha.
but i know sometimes ziyad opinion can be really stupid and not serious.
but sometimes, it means something.
I MEAN, WHAT THE HELL!
HIS MY BUDDY. whom i share secrets with. my tears. my anger. my food. my cigarettes. my drinks. my money. my phone. my love life. my intimate doings with my ex. my laughter. my stupid jokes. my poa answer sheets. my answer to my homework and stuff. ahha. HIS MY BUDDY. his opinion means something to me. atleast. hmm. so when he says that me and my sunshine guy looks funny together. i sort of take it to the heart. i was sad tho. i told syaz. i ask ziyad again about it. im going to tell sabrina later..................
do we really gonna look funny?????????
:(
I JUST cant help myself being in this size. ohkay!
maybe,im suitable with people like shahfiq or elfee size. but not like mustafa kind of size. you know? something like that.
urgh.
crappy-olah.
this is soooo not happening. when i ask ziyad again if he really mean what he said about his opinions, he said to me HE WAS JOKING.
haha. i know.
he always said that to make me feels better. i know.
i knowww.
