i change my skin. again. well. courtesy of fatin's inconvinence. she just cant navigate, which i weird. well. other people can. its ok. im kind of happy with this skin too.
haha.
im practically really home-slacker today. i sat down at my hall, which dvds THE DEPARTED and THE GAME PLAN. which is two awesome movies that you people should watch. especially THE DEPARTED. real, awesome. and im in love with Leonardo. ahhaa. he's so hot in that movie. and then i chat with my work friend, yanis. and then all the noon till evening i chat with faiz the ex major senior. haha, he sent me tons of songs which is AWESOME! thanks faiz! *wink wink* we chat chat chat.
and then my brother ordered pizza and the whole family ate happily. and then suddenly HE CAME ONLINE! but the shit thing is the didn chat with me.
hey, whats with him?
he didn msg me.
he didn chat with me.
is there something wrong with me?
AM I MENTAL or something that changes his mind about me?
oh no...
and no im thinking, should i chat with him NOW or not.
faiz says i should chat with him first.
syah says i should sms him first.
I MEAN! WHAT!!!!
im a super super super super shy asshole and you want me to make the first move?!
you know what?! i think im mental.!
im thinking. if he didnt sms me or chat with me soon,
IM GOING TO DELETE HIM FROM MY LIFE AND TOTALLY IGNORE HIM,
AND I MEAN TOTALLY,
fatin knows how i ignore someone. so dont let me do it.
argh. now why guys are shy?!
totally, i dont understand them,
they are really- from a different planet.
and then, you know what?!
somethine caught me thinking about the movie angus thongsand perfect snogging.. georgia said something about this book that she read. she said something like, boys ARE LIKE rubberbands. first they come to you real close, and then they stretch far enough to give themselves space and then they came back springing to you back.
ok. lets see how far these aliens can go. lets just see, how long i can endure and lets see how long he can be in this way. and lets see if its true,he will come back to me.
