things happen too much and too fast for me.

and most of it is weird-ness.

i told you, his cute.

but i didnt tell you that i fall head on heels for him.

that's that.

but things are getting weird these days.

i mean..yea, so what if we're being friends. but this time round, friends dont really mean that much to me yet. we basically just know each other. bet you, he have not know whats my full name yet. and thats what you consider being friends?

we talk almost 3 hrs on the fone. all mostly about himself that he was blabbering about. i mean, why the heck i stay up and talk to him on the fone as well??

what the hell nana!

seriously, i just want a normal guy.

just purely normal.

what he likes, i like.

and what he is interested to, i will be interested as well.

like, rock music, you tube, jamming, gigs, skateboards,van shoes,designs shirts,photography.

thats to me is just pure simple.

i dont want guys that are too complicated for me to understand. and so it is..

i dont like it.

the feeling is really weird and got me scared to death right now.

i mean, is it a good way of doing things and get to know him deep enough.

or simply just walk away?

and leave like that.

he just msg me totop up his prepaid.

WHAT THE HECK?

this is not friends.

this is being used.

i think.

what the hell.

now, i hate being in this state.

fatin says, he is great and good and really loyal to his gf.

but the problem is, he is too complicated with his life.

and the long distance relationship is not helping at all.

see, I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.

hurgh.

help me people. imscared.