okeh, here we go people. im going to say my heart out. I MISS MY ELF.-ee. hurghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! this is pure crazy! i mean, i was so scared of him that time, when he called me ad everything. i was so scared that i really want him to go away. but nw, i miss him like fuck. its stupid. really. yesterday i called him. and i get to hear his voice, i was so fucking high up in the clouds. i was so fucking happy. all the way while i was folding the napkins, i was smiling for no reasons. he asked me to call him back during my break time. but i didn. and i dont know why. GOSH I MISS HIM. his voice, which is abit weird and i miss him, i miss him calling me. and i miss talking to him. if i have his picture, i'll upload real soon okay peeps. he is still my shrek. and i love it. im still his fiona. and i will always be. but,this dude have an issue, i mean..you know..issues.with people outside and stuff. and he lives all the way up in johore-tampoi. long distance luhy sehy!!!!!! and he is fucking cute. his a player.no shit. and he did stuff, i mean alot of stuff that you can ever imagine that is bad. AND I MEAN,REALL SHIT. BAD. REAL BAD. SO BAD THAT i was afraid of him last time. and now, i think i know why he told me all the stuff about him. i think its the way how he wants me to know him in the right way. not by all the SWEET TALK MOTHERFUCKERS. maybe he wants me to know all his bad doings and what all he had done with his exs and at jb and clubs and whatever. i think what fatin said was right. he wants me to know him well first. but i think, he is not fallen to me -ever. because he said that he loves someone else. so...too bad to myself then. but that wont stop me from admiring him and helping him to stop taking crack and everything. i mean. I LIKE HIM. and i want to help him. :) sincerely. now, i dont care what he had done in his world. i just want to help him. now, and sincerely.
so that means, i have to stay in sheraton long enuff to see him. but the problem is he rarely comes to work because as i told you, he got issues. but no matter. mark my words. ilikehim/shrek/"nana"/elf/eew(: crazy me. =D wait hold up! something caught my mind up. i remembered what syah said that day that i met her. she said something about me liking bad boys. ahem. like,you know-shahfiq with his tattoos and everything and elfeeww with his bad doings and everything. do i like bad boys? nope. i dont think so syah. its just pure coincidence. :) | 