OKAY, SO THE BBQ WE HAVE TO PAY $8.
why should i pay first of all.
i want to go. i didnt plan it. i was invited. and now i have to pay for it?
its like (for example)
*****im having a birthday party and im inviting you people to attend. but with one condition, you guys have to bring $8 for the cake,food and drinks.******
what the heck?
sorry 5na, i miss a small part of you but about the money wise you guys are behaving like-
urgh, nevermind.
just think about it. some of us are working and some of us are not.
$8 is big deal atleast for me i can top up my ezlink and for my food. atleast im working how about ziyad and the co.? you want them to attend as well right, do you think they have money to pay for it? and when we didnt attend the meeting, you guys are mad. and its like our fault.
you plan it first. you pay for it. and then you invite people. how about that?
so, i wanna go or not?
i dont know.
dick.
good news is that. this saturday im going to meet my GAGAs!!! YAY!!! YAY!!!
IM SO MISSING THEM LIKE SHIT HOLE!
i love them and they are the people who i cherish and throw my stories out to. they are the problem solver and they are the laughing medicine. cliche right? i know.
haah.
syahidah and haidah babey, here we go!
haidah said she got something held her up these days, school i guess. she said something about her friends being suck. and now that frightens me. shes only attending MI and me? poly?
oh no.
and she even kind of scolded me or giving me that SISTA LECTURE about me having all these piercing and going back to smoking.
she even said, she dont know who am i anymore.....
she said..im changing.......
she says something like..im going to the dark side...?
she also keep on asking me if i had any 17 going to 18 issues....
means like problems or so..
i was thinking..im perfectly fine you know. the smoking is just a past time, its just stop my hunger for food. and keeps me going and im kinda addicted abit but i'll stop. trust me.
and the piercing is just for the fun. i spent $40 for it. and no regrets. its not that im being rebellious or something.
IM STILL ME HAIDAH!
THE GIRL YOU KNEW BACK IN SEC SCHOOL.
THE JUNIOR THAT YOU THOUGHT HOW TO PLAY TROMBONE.
IM ME! IM STILL NOORQARIANA MASOWARI!
IM STILL YOUR NANA!
im just having the fun of mylife..thats all. i'll stop when i feel like and i'll stop when im old enough to think what right and whats not.
dont worry. ok.
and NEXT FRIDAY, IM GOING TO HAVE A DATE WITH THE AWAKS FEDERATION! WHHEEHHEE!
im so missing the cute little days we had in school. imagine 17 year old kids playing catching in school?
ahah. that WAS US!
NOW, I JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM.
and this coming thursday, im going to have job surf out in town. phew.
lets just hope we get what we want.
last time, i wanted so bad about something. something that i kept along time. something that i really really wanted. that is him.
i STALKED him almost everyday of my life.
every morning, its not a fail for me to look at him all the way to school. and that when i was only 15 years old. a year later,when i was 16. im still having stupid crush on him. and guess what, my wish granted-he likes me as well. how lucky was that?
few months later, we're together. no shit.
a year after that we broke up. real shit.
and that was when im freshly 17 years old. and now, in 4 more months im going to be legally 18.
and im still waiting to get that lucky lighting to strike me,again. now, its not exactly the same person, but its nearly almost there. but im not hopeful cause all i know. lucky lightning will only strike once,if youre lucky.
guess my luck is out already, and hope its coming back for round two!
:) smiles!
