everything in my life now is in moderation.
haha.
i dont even know what it means anyway.
mommy just granted every things that i want in life.
money.
job.
license.
sex.
boob job.
peircing.
sex.
sex.
sex.
smoke.
drugs.
drink.
drive.
die.
HAHA. BULLSHITS.
nay, im just playing around. today, nothing much tho. i pick my mom up and spent few money on groceries. im happy get to spent time with her, i mean, if i got money..i'll go vacation with her. haha. thats cool right. i know.
after that i met sab, lepak at the play ground under my block and smoke some till 12 am in the morn.
one thing i like to spent time with her is because,we can just laugh at things that are not logic or sensable. which is weird. we talk about the days when we're still kids. playing kiddie stuff under the block. haha.
she knows me well so much now.
shes my financialist manager now. ahah. love her.
now i miss haidah.
i miss syahidah.
and my trombone that is being thrown by other kid saliva.
haha. i miss my band days tho, minus the part when i became the band major.
haha, i miss drillings and totally miss my seniors.
those jerks who always scolded me if i cant get high notes. haha.
dont know what is happening with syah now tho. miss her to death. i miss laughing with her of going to rock concerts with her.
haha, i still remembered the days i went good charlotte and my chemical romance concert with her. its totally a killer.
haha. i miss haidah too. her with her INSANE jokes is simply..GAGA's.
haha not to mention her pampered sister,aishah.
haha, and i miss my 5na lepak friends.
yadd.
kashy baby,
aqilo.
gerard.
we are the people who basically just lepak and do stupid stuff like, asking older strangers to buy for us ciggies. haha. after the Os papers its a "never" fail for us to lepak at the blocks and smoke. haha.
weird weird.
now, i feel like weeping.
haha.boo to nana.
so im going to work tmr. jaded.
boo hoo.
going swimming the day after that.
and im totally going to do something big that day, a day that totally change my life,
haha!
IM GOING TO GET BOOB JOB!
haha. just kidding.
SO IM INTO YOUTUBE NOW.
i love mac, he is totally awesome dude.
haha. hot too.
hahha!
I CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY!!
